Tuesday, May 23, 2017

Welcome!

   Since my last publishing on 5-15-17, I have felt the push to work on writing my second and third books that I started over a year ago.
   I have been going back through my second book titled, "I am" being amazed, while looking at God and giving Him all the glory, knowing if He were not helping me it would not be happening. As I read through what was already written, He was reminding me of even more to add, while giving me extra tidbits of revelation, or (lightbulb moments). I am thinking that I will probably be writing "I am" and "Life and death are in your tongue" simultaneously. The reason for this thought is because as I was writing a sentence in "I am", my thought was, "oh wait, this belongs in the other book". I went to the other book, opening it up noticing it needed much more of my attention. Therefore, preparing for these two books will be taking a big part of my time.

   It is my hope, Lord willing, that not only these two books but the book titled, "Behind closed doors" will all be released before this time next year, 2018.
   The proceeds from "Behind closed doors" will go to help fight human trafficking and others that are either being abused or have been abused with the need they have. It is the desire of both my daughter and myself to open a non-profit for this purpose. Lord willing the non-profit will be open and be operating before the book titled "Behind closed doors" is published.

   Word is getting out about my first published book titled "So Thankful! Life Behind The Posts" I am getting positive feedback which is a God sent to me because of the transparency of the book. I feel honored that God is using the brokenness of my life for his glory!
   I am hoping to have all three book covers designed soon to start properly promoting the books.

To purchase a copy of my 1st book "So Thankful! Life Behind The Posts" by download or in print, it is available on my website at lifebehindtheposts.weebly.com or to go through me personally. email me at tammietrue16@gmail.com

Thanks for reading
Blessings!

Tammie


Monday, May 15, 2017

Welcome!

   Since my last blog on 4-28-17, I have been focused on finishing the seven-week course for the freshman non-chemical curriculum. After many long hours, focus, and determination, I am happy to announce, the seven-week course is now complete! God definitely put His super to my natural. I believe it is a quality curriculum that definitely has the students best interest at heart, pushing them to be the best they can be with quality education. I am one step closer to opening my beauty school!

   Now that the curriculum I am writing is complete, I can move forward picking up where I left off writing other two books I have started. (I am) and (life and death are in your tongue). Although "life and death are in your tongue" will be written from experience, writing,"I am", I believe, will put me on yet another road to healing.
   Many wonderful things have been taking place in my life, however, there have also been a few things as of late that have happened to me helping me to see there is more healing that needs to take place in my heart and mind.
   Scripture say's in Ephesians 6:12 "For our struggle is not against flesh and blood [contending only with physical opponents], but against the rulers, against the powers, and against the world forces of this [present] darkness, against the spiritual forces of wickedness in heavenly places [supernatural] places. AMP
   There are days I need to keep this in the forefront of my mind, recognizing that although it may appear those closest to me want a good laugh at the expense of my heart, truth be told, that is simply not the case.
   I wrote a different blog for publishing a few days ago, yet my computer would not let me publish it. Perhaps it is because God knew what I would experience and wanted that written instead, or perhaps not. Either way, I know something GREAT is about to take place in my life! I wasn't going to write what happened, but I feel as if I should because of how God used this horrific situation for His glory, and my blogs are about transparency and my journey to healing.
 
   Yesterday was a pretty good day, loved on the grandkids, ate good food, planned for an upcoming family camping trip etc. Then, as a few family members and I were sitting at the dining room table, I look on the table and there was my biggest fear [a real alligator head with its mouth open] I knew it was in the house I was at, but it was up on a shelf, [or so I thought] it startled me, I quickly got up out of my seat only to have three people I hold close to my heart start laughing at me, {I guess because it took a few minutes for me to recognize it}, I have absolutely no idea when or who placed it there and frankly I really don't want to know. I yelled at them stating that they put my biggest fear in front of me to laugh at me. One of the three put my cell phone in its mouth thinking it was funny telling me to take it out. I told the person to remove my phone from its mouth, took my phone and left for a LONG walk sobbing, trying to hold it in. After I returned I was told that two of those three people didn't know how I felt about that horrible reptile. I did forgive everyone involved, keeping Ephesians 6:12 at the forefront of my mind.
This morning as I was getting ready for the day, it came to me, although my biggest fear was placed right in front of me, it had no power over me, it was dead! It was as if satan took his final, horrible, shot against me, and lost because he can't hurt me anymore! Even though I sobbed, being crushed at heart, he still lost!
   I walk away from the horrific ordeal recognizing there are places in my heart that still need to be healed.
Please help me spread the word, be looking for the publishing of the book, "Behind closed doors" spring of 2018, proceeds will go to fight human trafficking and other areas of helping abuse victims.

Thanks for reading
Blessings!

Tammie
lifebehindtheposts.weebly.com